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(she bows beneath the influence)

Fall at Your Feet [24 Dec 2004|02:58am]
[ mood | giddy ]

I don't think I've ever been quite this happy before. I never thought I would find someone that I connected with like this, someone who would understand what it's life to be... different. Who knows what it's like to have to constantly repress your darker urges.

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Things are still really strange around here. I'm so worried about Harry. I haven't seen him at all in days, and I heard a rumor the other day that he's in the hospital wing. I just... hope he's alright, is all. And that Dumbledore is going to look into all these strange occurances.

(10 flowers of darkness | she bows beneath the influence)

another brick in the wall [01 Dec 2004|12:57am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Is it true that these diaries can't be destroyed? Gods, I knew I should never have started writing again! This is ridiculous. Strange things keep happening, the weird illnesses, that kid who disappeared, and now what happened to Draco... this is feeling all too familiar and I can't help but wonder why the school administration isn't investigating any of this. Just because Voldemort is gone doesn't mean that all evil has suddenly ceased to exist. He was just one of a long line, and honestly, why isn't anyone doing anything about this? I find Malfoy unconscious and bleeding all over the entrance hall, and they leave him to rot in the hospital wing for a few days without trying to figure out what happened or why?

Can these diaries really not be destroyed?

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(9 flowers of darkness | she bows beneath the influence)

teenage wasteland [22 Nov 2004|09:58am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So much has been happening lately, I can barely keep my thoughts straight to sort it all out. For one thing, I'm going to fail potions soon if these headahces don't go away. I can't concentrate on anything, and Professor Snape is starting to look at me with that sneer of his that says, 'Why do I bother with idiots like you?'

I'm thinking of going home for Christmas hols, if I can manage it. I'm sure sign ups for the train will be going round soon. I just... I don't think I can take another damned ball. Why does the school insist on putting us through those torturous events. I can't go with the person I'd like to, and I can't see myself going with anyone else. I'd rather just go home and not have to think about school or any of the people in it for a few days, at least. Hopefully Mum will see reason. Besides, it's not as if she can afford to buy me new dress robes, and my old ones certainly don't fit anymore.

(18 flowers of darkness | she bows beneath the influence)

down the rabbit hole [01 Nov 2004|11:46pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I do believe I've officially gone mad. I can't believe that I actually did...that.

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Damn it. I'm well and fully screwed now. I suppose this means I'll ahve to start attending Defense classes again.

(18 flowers of darkness | she bows beneath the influence)

men suck, and not in a good way [28 Oct 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

That's it. I officially give up on all men everywhere! First, they act like they like you and think you're intelligent and pretty and all of that nonsense, then they decide they can't do...whatever it is you're doing for some completely vague reasons they won't even properly explain and just... ugh! I hate men! I'm officially becoming a lesbian. After all, everyone else at this bloody school is gay--why not me?

Mum would love that. I should do it just to see her reaction. I can just picture it... the tears, the bemoaning the loss of the dozen grandchildren she expected me to produce, probably with Harry. Ha. When she finds out about Harry, she's going to have kittens. Maybe she won't even notice that I've decided to quit going to Defense class. Not that she wanted me going in the first place.

Why do the fates hate me? Seriously, why?

I quit men. I'm done with them. Bloody idiots anyway, the lot of them. I hope they're all very happy together.

(she bows beneath the influence)

[23 Oct 2004|04:33pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Gods... I'm a terrible person. What I did the other night was unconscionable and if Mum ever finds out... I can't even imagine what she'd do. Probably pull me out of school. Which is exactly why she can't ever find out. If I'm going to keep this up, no one can know. Maybe not even Hermione...

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(6 flowers of darkness | she bows beneath the influence)

[21 Oct 2004|09:14am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I swore to myself after first year that I'd never write in another diary again, but here I am, breaking my promise. And the weird thing is... it's happening again. Unexplained illnesses, mysterious disappearances. And then there's the thing with Harry...

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Not that I care, of course. I've got my own troubles to think about, I really can't be bothered to worry about what crisis Harry's got himself into now. Mum is being absolutely horrid about my taking the advanced level Defense classes. She thinks I don't need them (probably because she expects I'll get married straight out of Hogwarts and have a man to protect me--ha!) but she can't exactly forbid it considering that Bill and Remus are teaching it. Merlin, what a nightmare. I mean, I love my mum, but I don't want to be her. And I'm getting bloody sick of this over-protected routine, that's for sure. Ron's put himself in danger loads more times than I have, and he's allowed to do whatever he likes because he's a boy. Well, I'm not going to take that crap this year.

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